featured I need this right now.
Right now I need this to come true, because I'm ready to give up.
School is just too much for me, I barely passed math last quarter and I'm a little behind in Chemistry, but English is killing me. I know that it's a college course, and I knew I'd be getting tons of work, I just wasn't ready for all of it. I'm approaching my 17th birthday in just over a month and I still don't have my permit, which isn't my choice at all. Every time I've asked to get it, my mother tells me 'not right now', that's been going on for almost two years. I want to drive, I need to drive. I also don't have a phone, which prevents me from doing a lot. I've given everyone my home number, but since they can't text it, they don't communicate with me. Which sucks, because I'm left out of a lot of things I want to be doing. Ugh, and my math teacher wants to move me out of my honors class and into the regular level, but I don't want to because it'll change my entire schedule which I'm already accustomed to and able to handle. I don't think I'd be able to handle not having any classes with people I know :/ I sound like such a baby, but I just need to get this all out.
Sorry, ranting :[
Saturday I'm going to Orlando to see Cobra Starship, I think that's just what I need to relax, if only for a few hours.
School is just too much for me, I barely passed math last quarter and I'm a little behind in Chemistry, but English is killing me. I know that it's a college course, and I knew I'd be getting tons of work, I just wasn't ready for all of it. I'm approaching my 17th birthday in just over a month and I still don't have my permit, which isn't my choice at all. Every time I've asked to get it, my mother tells me 'not right now', that's been going on for almost two years. I want to drive, I need to drive. I also don't have a phone, which prevents me from doing a lot. I've given everyone my home number, but since they can't text it, they don't communicate with me. Which sucks, because I'm left out of a lot of things I want to be doing. Ugh, and my math teacher wants to move me out of my honors class and into the regular level, but I don't want to because it'll change my entire schedule which I'm already accustomed to and able to handle. I don't think I'd be able to handle not having any classes with people I know :/ I sound like such a baby, but I just need to get this all out.
Sorry, ranting :[
Saturday I'm going to Orlando to see Cobra Starship, I think that's just what I need to relax, if only for a few hours.
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Just relax and e-n-j-o-y your trip to Orlando and go crazy with Cobra Starship and forget about this whole stuff. Once you come back with a clear mind, you'll see that, hopefully, everything its going to be not as 'heavy' as it seems to be & please remember to smileeeeeee!
Breathing helps
It'll all work out eventually
Remember, you're not alone!
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